Major influence is a manga called Nana and one of it's lead characters.
“People’s feelings are easily swayed. The things reflected in people’s eyes are full of deception. Nothing is as it appears.”
"I needed something solid like that in this dirty, disappointing world.”
"You know, I searched and searched, but could never find the key that unlocked the way. And now
look at me"
"People are only what they think of themselves."
"Getting carried away is stupid, it won't get you anywhere."
"Who cares what's wrong or right?
It's money that matters"
"You know, I searched and searched, but could never find the key that unlocked the way. And now
I stopped looking"
“I might cry tomorrow, but I may be smiling the day after. That's enough. That's the way life is.
Not really sure what I should go with.